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Why hello there. You know how sometimes you feel like you've been wasting your life and your knowledge of the world is lacking? Why hello there. The funny thing is I know I've been wasting my life and my knowledge of the world is lacking. I feel like I'm an intelligent person, but I'm not sure what I'm basing that on. I know very little. I feel like I know quality when I see it, but so often quality is based on opinion and not fact, so really all I feel like I know is that I think I know more then others. I'm not sure what I'm basing that on either. I'm good at a job where I spend 6 days a week. I'm good at most things I do. I think. I think I'm good at understanding things if I try to. I think my problem is a lack of thinking. I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone I like. I feel like I have nothing to say. I feel like I'm alone. I feel like it would be great to have someone, not only to have someone but to have that special someone that makes you better, happier, complete. Someday? I have my doubts. I don't do enough about it. Ah but what can you do, that's my life motto. I'm sure there's a lot and I'm sure that's why I'm not a good person. Such is my life.